So you think...

...I am in love. Forget it. Too hard a game for me to play. Is it really possible to stick to one single person the whole of your life? What about newer experiences that question your old beliefs? What about convincing yourself that there is no other factor of affinity? What about the aloofnees, the disagreement, the misapprehension, the retraction, time immemorial, incoherency, and what not?? Is something really worth effort amidst all such nonconformity? Not even if everything is in my hands. Too inhospitable I would say.